http://blog.runboard.com/tahn1000/| about me | October 1, 2009, 4:01 am GMT |
| my id is tahn1000. my passion is researching and exposing alien interference.
you probably don't have to read the rest, the title pretty much says it. i can't say i'm obsessed. i don't spend every minute i'm not eating, working or sleeping at the laptop. but i do spend a lot of time on it just the same. but i don't just take an interest ufo sightings, or alien conspiracies, or global conspiracies. i try to put it all together. the bigger picture of what's going on. as such i go through a lot of material, and still haven't scratched the surface. but my overall focus is showing a pattern of interference by aliens throughout history; altering personal, social, and religious perceptions. also marking the historical reasons, going back thousands of years ago to the present day. my biggest frustration is that as far as i can tell, i am the only one to approach the issue from this perspective. other people might pick up on snippets of what is really occurring (and even then not interpret the information is i would), but nobody seems to connect the dots. why i do this is pretty simple. i'm 41 and i already know i will never clearly recall everything that's happened to me. constantly i heard voices saying "nobody will believe you" and i believed it. i suffered for years alone and not telling anyone. i already lived alone. i withdrew from society, could not keep a job, people kept going through "personality twists" all around me (i don't know how else to say it. i was ostracized, or someone who barely associated with me would take a personal hatred of me). i couldn't tell my mother because she would never believe me and couldn't help me even if she did. besides i was paranoid that what was happening to me would start happening to her (that thought went over and over in my head. i knew it wasn't originating in me, but i feared the thought of something happening to her just the same.) my head is constantly noisy with buzzing/whirring sounds like an electronic hum, light flashes are common when my eyes are closed. my dreams are invaded almost nightly and a proper sleep is a forgotten thing. i don't expect to live for more than another ten years at most. i've been left with health problems but i am paranoid about going to a hospital or ending up in one. and believe me i can write it because the internet offers me some anonymity but i could never admit this to anyone in person. i almost live in fear of drawing attention to myself. but can still manage to function normally, so nobody knows. my websites are my only outlet. my only way of 'fighting back'. everything i research, pick up on, put together about what's going on in the world that nobody seems to get is there. i'm one voice in billions, but if i didn't do anything at all i don't know if i could live with myself. it's like they'd win in every way. | |
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